Giuseppe Zanotti for Balmain's $1925 Zipper Trim Boots


GoJane.com $30.90



Chanel Bow-tie booties, $2200


They also come in solid silk patterns, but I can't find any non-runway pictures of those

gojane.com $22.10


I've been stalking GoJane, since everytime they put out something lke this they're sold out in 24 hours.
Fab shoes make me happy

Thiisssss:

Ke$ha - Tik Tok
Britney Spears - 3
Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
Usher - Moving Mountains
Jason DeRulo - Whatcha Say
Boys like Girls ft. Taylor Swift - Two is better than one
John Mayer ft. Taylor Swift - Half of my Heart
Paradiso Girls - Patron Tequila
Lara Jansen//Kings of Leon - Use Somebody
One Republic - All the Right Moves
Cascada - Evacuate the Dance Floor
Breaking Benjamin - I will not Bow

Cuando me miras asi, perdido estoy
Cuando me miras asi, contigo voy
Que puedo hacer tus ojos son, el iman de mi corazon

Cuando me miras asi, completo estoy,
Cuando me miras asi, yo se que soy
No pido mas es lo mejor, eres el angel luz de mi amor

En ti puedo ver la libertad
Tu me haces sentir que puedo volar
Y se que aqu es mi lugar
Y se que a ti yo quiero amar

Tylenol, Ibuprofen, Vitamin C
Avocadoes, jalapenos, banana peppers, onions, tomatoes, garlic, salt = Freshly made Guacamole
Kirin Milk Tea
Fried Dumplings
Green Tea Ice Cream

I  haven't really left the dorm in almost a week from the flu, but I'm happy.

Rage.
Rage.
Rage.
Rage.
Rage.
Remember in 10th grade when that was all I was? the angry little girl who could only mouth insults and answers.

I've shoved it all off for a long time now, but now its boiling somewhere behind my eyes, and I'm fighting to put it down again. I don't know why I have so much inner anger. Fear? Insecurity? Probably.
Three of Seven sins: Wrath. Envy. Pride.
Sometimes people treat me with such kindness that I want to cry, and then I want to lash at them for that.
I feel like I can't push it away, because more and more I'm lashing out at people who give a shit about me, at people who I care about. What is wrong with me. I want to smash something physically, and I want to watch it shatter into a million pieces, and hopefully that will drain this cancerous rage.

Last night was a that was now, not this is now.
cigarettes under streetlamps. Sometimes we gotta go back to that to see where we fell apart between then and now, and now I've got the courage to go through now and make something of it.

if you try really hard, you can take yourself back,
and in your mind it creates these whatif whati whatifs

I gotta trying to recreate then. because I have now. I have now, and I can still be with the then, just like the old times.
Yet I am sorry, sorry for blinding myself with superficial reasons.

the space between you and me.
make it stop.

I finally watched the Dark Knight - can't decide whether I really like or disliked the nightmarish captivation.
Am deeply but unevenly tanned, sunburned, in splotches resembling continents on the ocean. map of the world.

you are the one who lies close to me//whispers hello, i miss you quite terribly// i fell in love, in love with you suddenly// there's no place else i could be but here in your arms.

 

Thank you for being patient with me.
Thank you for so much more.

so hard to hang up the phone which I hate so much.

I was so happy a lifetime ago.

When I hearhearhear your voice I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. I'm listening to thatthatthatsong that you must be so sick of because I played it overandoverandover again when we were together and it reminds me of you. Make Summer Fly so I can see you soon.


Fear You Won't Fall - Joshua Radin

Digging a hole and the walls are caving in
Behind me air's getting thin but I'm trying
I'm breathing in
Come find me
It hasn't felt like this before
It hasn't felt like home before you
And I know it's easy to say but it's harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you


I know you're scared that I'll soon be over it
That's part of it all
Part of the beauty of falling in love with you is the fear you won't fall
It hasn't felt like this before
It hasn't felt like home before you
And I know it's easy to say but it's harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you

And I hate the phone
But I wish you'd call
Thought being alone
Was better than was better than
And I know it's easy to say but it's harder to feel this way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you
Can't get my mind off of you
And I know it's easy to say but it's harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you

This:

( The three consecutive weekends in 5 inch shoes. )

I'm actually really scared now that 3 of my classes have grades that are set in stone now.

I will be your accident if you will be my ambulance
and I will be your screech and crash if you will be my crutch and cast
and I will be your one more time if you will be my one last chance.

-TV on the Radio


I remember - Damien Rice

I remember it well
The first time that I saw
Your head around the door
'Cause mine stopped working

I remember it well
There was wet in your hair
I was stood in stare
And time stopped moving

I want you here tonight
I want you here
'Cause I can't believe what I found
I want you here tonight want you here
Nothing is taking me down, down, down...

I remember it well
Taxied out of a storm
To watch you perform
And my ships were sailing

I remember it well
I was stood in your line
And your mouth, your mouth, your mind...

I want you here tonight
I want you here
'Cause I can't believe what I found
I want you here tonight want you here
Nothing is taking me down, down, down...

Except you my love. Except you my love...

Come all ye lost
Dive into moss
And hope that my sanity covers the cost
To remove the stain of my love
In paper mache

Come all ye reborn
Blow off my horn
I'm driving real hard
This is love, this is porn
God will forgive me
But I, I whip myself with scorn, scorn

I wanna hear what you have to say about me
Hear if you're gonna live without me
I wanna hear what you want
I remember December
And I wanna hear what you have to say about me
Hear if you're gonna live without me
I wanna hear what you want
What the hell do you want?




Everything everything everything reminds me of you you you.

it takes me a while to be at ease with girls my own age. It's been a long term problem.

I'm stress body-torturing again. Frick.

holdin hands makin plans for the summer
fingertips and lips
when you brush my hair oh.
no more 'la belle et le bad boy' stories
just you and me
avocadoes and tomatoes
cake and ice cream
glowsticks late at night

I've got to pull them all together. Got to got to stop taking time. got to stop feeling, and just do.

stop feeling to stop traffic//show-stop
stop feeling so you can't lose.

If coldness means strength, then perhaps its time to go back to the artic again. 
Do I deserve this warmth? or is it slowlyconsuming me in flames? I used to be so strong, so rigid. Maybe I want to be the  doll-eyed, un-stringed marionette controlled by goals; indestructibly perfect. This modern love is too real in a world where everyone is plastic. I had that dream again. Everyone was plastic. and beautiful. I want to be plastic. Again?

I think about you frequently. think think think face.


:-P

( TV on the Radio )

don't even need a 4 leaf clover (-:
I feel so lucky